New Year

I have done this before? I really want to become a better person. God took care of the first thing that needed to go in my life. A dead end job, in a toxic environment working with some of the worst gay black men anyone would ever encounter. As bad as it was, I never let go because it was safe. It was all I knew. Now, I am free to become everything I ever desired to be. I wasted about two months, one feeling sorry for myself and the next actually relaxing. However, it is time! Not because its the New Year, that's just a corencedence. Its just time. My focus is body, mind, and soul. My first goal is to get my body back in form. My health depends on it, I turn 40 in April and by then I need to be 30 pounds lighter. I want to have a big celebration to announce and preview a stronger, healthier, and better me. My next goal is employment, not just to be employed, but to invest in a career. With my employment, I want to then focus on a better me which will include skill development in graphic art classes, photography, painting classes, presentation skills, and learning Spanish. Lastly, to really learn the power of forgiveness. Not just to forgive others who have hurt me, but to forgive myself. Much Love to all of you, here's to growth...